I need to be in bed, but I have had a lot of thoughts running around in my head today. I don't think any of it is really profound, and at this time of night I am unsure it will make sense, but I need to explain how I've been feeling.
During the last week or so, it has felt like Christmas to me. I've tried to figure out what it was. Is it the weather? Is it the music I listen to? Is it that I am coming down with a cold and I always get sick during Christmas? All sorts of questions, similar to these, have been in my head. Why does it feel like Christmas?
As I think back as to what has changed in my schedule, I see that within the last week or so, I have adjusted my media and the way I spent my time. I am trying to spend more of my time serving others, rather than thinking of my own needs. I have also reduced the amount of media that I use (hence, deleting facebook) and changing the media I do use (no longer radio alternative rock but Mo-Tab and classical in the car.) As I have changed these behaviors, I have felt a change. These small changes have allowed me to be more in tune and feel closer to Christ....much like a do at Christmas time. The holidays are a time to be with family, remember our blessings, think of others, sing praises and songs to Him, and ultimately turn our thoughts to Him. I decided everyday can be Christmas. Everyday I can love the time with my family, be grateful, serve and invite uplifting music to praise my Savior and think of Him.
Although the last few weeks have been a roller coaster of ups and downs, I have been filled with peace and joy because of the spirit of Christmas. As I was praying in Spanish this morning I was reminded of something I learned from my sister. "mas" in Spanish is "more". Thus, if we combine Spanish and English, the word Christmas could mean "Christ more." Everyday is a reason to celebrate Him and try harder to be more like Christ and have him more in our lives.
My challenge to you....make tomorrow Christmas!
What an awesome post! You have so many cool insights, I need to put more of those things into practice. Thank you so much for blogging these thoughts, you have made me think a lot this morning about my life. Thanks!
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